Once upon
a time, a monk takes in a wounded beggar and cares for him. The
beggar only gets more and more annoyed until one day he bursts out
in anger.
'I cannot stand your face, leave me. I hate you because I see that
whatever you do, you are not doing for me, that you do not love
me, but just want to save yourselves through me. Take me back to
the street; it was easier for me there than here accepting your
services'
The laws?
First he robbed everybody, took all the earth, and all rights away
from men took them for himself - killed all those who were against
him, and then wrote laws forbidding to rob and to kill. He should
have written those laws sooner.
The present
situation of our relationship with Power is that of the monk and
the beggar. Your piousness seems eager to service us, to take care
of our sufferings. Even more, you have yourself invited us twice
to register our grievances before you - the monk that listens to
the beggar? In your letter, you tell us that 'alleviating the sufferings
and difficulties of our people is your noble cause' and that everyone
on this earth should agree with such a noble cause. And in that
you claim the world, you make the world in your image, seeking your
salvation in this world you become the god of our world, seeking
your Paradise through us here and now.
Alas! This
earth is not made alike Paradise.
In Paradise,
everyone would be unaware of words such as suffering and grievance.
In Paradise, everyone would love each other. Most importantly, dissent
would not have any place in Paradise. In Paradise, dissent is considered
an unforgivable sin and its punishment is nothing less than permanent
exile from Paradise. Paradise Lost - a place permanently far away.
Yet what you
need to know is that dissent is seeded in the most dangerous human
quality - the will to experiencing and knowing.
We, the beggars,
the so-called 'affected people', are those who are suffering. This
very experience and knowledge of our sufferings would be reason
alone to permanently exile us from your Paradise. We are thus relegated
to the status of beggars and should have made an appeal to your
court for 'alleviating our sufferings and difficulties'. And you
seek salvation.
Alas! There are some beggars who do not pay due honour to your monk(ey)'s
piousness.
These beggars
are ones who are very much annoyed and claim that whatever you do
you are not doing for them. They first make judgment about your
commitment and then decide to accept your alms - a very unusual
and rare trait among the beggars biradri. Their problem is
that they know and recognize - they know the story of their becoming.
They exclaim:
Are not you those who robbed us? Are not you the same people who
rendered us to this wretched state of begging? Now we can remember
all that is the past. Our memory is now fully retrieved. We can
now clearly see it was you who came and told us about the Law. You
said, 'the law permits you to forcibly snatch away our ancestral
lands and destroy our houses, crops and trees'. The law sanctions
you simply to do everything you want to do'. We knew not of such
Law and such method.
To our surprise,
your law author(is)ed and capable of damming and diverting Rowed-Kohee.
We trembled. Our forefathers would often recite that whenever Rowed-Kohee
was diverted, catastrophe followed. You thought us ignorant and
considered our knowledges myths, superstitions and rendered it worthless.
You talked about your science and satellite imageries. You then
brought strange and unimaginable machines that sliced our land into
countless pieces with unbelievable speed, swallowing everything,
and building high walls before the way of Rowed-Kohee. The catastrophe
though delayed was always already imminent. And then it finally
fell upon us. Rowed-Kohee thundered in anger and rushed down to
destroy everything in her way. Lands, houses, crops, roads, everything.
And in this
destruction you seek your salvation. This is not the first time
you are talking of 'alleviating our sufferings and difficulties
and addressing our grievances'. You made false promises about compensation
and resettlement. You invited us to your stakeholders' dialogue
We never knew then what the stake-holder was but it passed.
Now, you want
us to appeal in your court. You are again talking about the law.
How can we trust you and your laws?
We see you
are doing it not for us. Like the monk, the sole purpose of your
polite talk and tender behavior is your own salvation. You want
to save yourself and your Masters through us. But a true
salvation starts from the confession. A confession of the truth.
A confession of committing sins and crimes. A true confession will
then follow the love that is only capable to build trust between
you and us.
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