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A Letter to Inspection Panel from Chashma Inspection Requester. 19 April 2004.
 

Dear members of chashma inspection panel,

I hope you are fine and busy in finalizing inspection report on Chashma Canal. This is the first time when I am writing to you I can recall your faces and responses. Simply speaking, first time, I am feeling human (love) relationship with you.

Many events in your field visit of the project area are memorable and significant. I pondered some of them in my letter that is attached with this email. I wish I could be able to present these and other experiences in this struggle to you and other friends.

With best regards,

Mushtaq Gadi


A Letter to Inspection Panel

I

We gathered in Daera Din-Panha (Circle of God's Protection) to hold the Lok Sath. Lok Sath was the moment of our meditation on Truth. We sat in a circle at the bank of Sindhu River and started our meditation. The meditation began with mourning and grief. And thus we sang the 'Story of Dead River' composed by the siraiki poet, Sain Ashu Lal.

If the River dies, my dearest listen,
the eyes die, the heart dies,
the identity of our being and our living dies.

So the slumber of the blue water dies,
It is not just the pair of swan that dies,
but the entire laughter of the River that dies.


We gazed upon the Sindhu River. Our hearts ached and many of us sobbed and wept. Our tears purifying our inner self. We awakened to Truth. All that exists is the River (one whole). There is no difference. So once again, we gazed upon Sindhu River and found us within it.

And here was a union in our suffering. It revealed to us how the desire to gain more than that is given to us is violent and harmful. It causes one to gain, the other to loose. One becomes up, the other low. And in this violence the Circle (of God's Protection) is broken and we experience sufferings when such differentiation occurs.

Thus Truth revealed to us as it was revealed to our forefathers thousands years ago.

He attains peace into whom all desires enter as waters enter into ocean which, filled from all sides, remains unmoved.
Lord Krishna


If thou ask Truth,
Listen and impress it upon thy mind.
As an all encompassing ocean is Oneness,
So are all differentiations in form of bubbles.
Khawja Ghulam Farid

Does not the modern knowledge focus only on bubbles (water-canal- crops) and forget the Whole (River-Life-Land-Rowed-Kohee-Peoples)? Does not it aspire to destroy the Whole in order to fulfill its own utilitarian purposes? While doing so, it remains rigidly binary and puts different parts in stark opposition to each other and thus inflicts violence upon our mind, body and living. How can it be helpful in the attainment of peace and lessening of unnecessary sufferings?

It is to Mind that we should now turn.


II

'Where there is truth, there also is knowledge which is true'.
'If you would swim on the bosom of the ocean of Truth, you must reduce yourself to a zero.
Mahatma Gandhi

We invited you to come to Daera Din Panha (Circle of God's Protection), the place wherein you would have found true (people) knowledge. You couldn't come and join us in our meditation on Truth.

This was the first time we seriously realized that you were not fully free. Indeed, this clear realization of the little self determination you carried was not less than a shock to us. Like the coil of a snake, Power (un-Truth) encircled and controlled you by the force of its magical armaments (contracts, terms of references, rules, fire walls, plans, permission). Power decided the terms and conditions of your birth as well as your existence and thus stripped you of your real human face. This became especially clear to us when you could not come to Lok Sath.

At first we were disappointed and hurt. We looked back and felt distress. What was the use of all that we had done for last three years? What was lost and what was gained? We were captured by the recurring thoughts of the sad and the melancholic.. From this state we understood that we were entrapped in wrong thinking. Not only had we realized the purpose of our struggles, that remedy to our grievances lies with ourselves but the real meaning of our struggles thus shone to us.

This world and the world transcendental to us always give birth
Each cause is mother and the effect is a child.

When an effect is born it too becomes cause
So that we have seen extraordinary effects produced so far.

This play of causes is very primordial
But it needs an enlightened and dutiful gaze to see.
Jalal-ul-Din Roomy


We shouldn't fix our struggles in rigid (binary) causation because it will continue to move ahead in ever-expanding circle of birth and re-birth.

We also felt that it is our duty to help you. Nonetheless, it was not possible for us to perform this duty unless we did not make ourselves empty (a zero).

We came and told you that we were no longer the claimant. We didn't demand anything from you. We wanted to perform our work (duty).

'Thy right is to work, but never with its fruits; let not the fruits of action be thy motive, nor thy attachment be to inaction.
Lord Krishna

We know we couldn't perform our duty as we should perform it. Therefore, we beg your forgiveness if you felt odd because of us.


III

You must be now busy in writing your report on chashma canal project. Should doubts be preying on your hearts, minds, souls you will find the following advice very useful in your meditations, perhaps these furnish as your ontological Terms of Reference:

'I will give you a talisman. Whenever you are in doubt, or when the self becomes too much with you, apply the following test. Recall the face of the poorest and the weakest man [woman] whom you may have seen, and ask yourself, if the step you contemplate is going to be of any use to him [her]. Will he [she] gain anything by it? Will it restore him [her] to a control over his [her] own life and destiny? ……….Then you will find your doubts and your self melt away'
One of the last notes left behind by Gandhi in 1948


 
 
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